Lone Wolf – Day 3

And the next day arose; with a vague slumbering sheepish smile that transpired in my tousled face. Wet was that day, as the rain had been pouring heavily last night. The chill atmosphere in conjunction with the dramatic dark surroundings made me fall in the hands of slumber once again. It was all so sudden that it was as though it all happened in a blink of an eye and so there I lay, slept again.

Sleep, a mystery to all, powerful and mighty. Sleep took a toll on me because it had wasted 5 more hours of my morning to nothing but stillness stuffed body without knowing as time slowly tick-tocked away. Chill had bitten my body as a cool and soothing sensation filled with the nice and cosy touch of my blanket. The combination of cold and warm was enough to make my sleep a more ravishing one. However heavy eyes too had their time, and somehow I slowly opened my eyes. 12.25 PM.

“Oh, damn, I’ve slept too much.”

Well, sort of, I used to sleep over twelve hours every day, which isn’t enough for a lazy guy like me and although I may sleep for an entire day, that day I jumped up in remembrance that I planned to start out something old, freshened up to new from that day onwards.

But vacation had taken a penalty on me as boredom was striking hard. I started finding hard to pass out a day, now that I had stopped getting online in Social Medias too much. It now looked like the sole factor that I do most is getting online because now that I’m free to do anything that I would like, there isn’t any single thing that comes to my mind to be done. It was as though Social Medias made my day pass away.

“What to do?” – I puzzled

There were a million possibilities within the real world. However, nothing seemed to come in reality that precise moment. I sat there on the side of the sofa thinking. (Yeah, I sleep on a sofa because it’s more fluffy and soft.) I glanced outside through the front door. The wet climate still encircled the atmosphere. Chillness filled me with a cool sensation in my body. I got up and went to the door and looked outside.

“Yeah, no hope”

Dark big clouds had already surrounded our region warning all those beneath it that it will pour as it wishes. A cool breeze was making all the leaves flutter showing their happiness for the breeze. But, I too had a little gratitude to this weather for one simple reason. After a long period of scorching hot, this simple cold weather was what I and everyone else had been waiting for all this time. That was a simple day, with no more hot, no more cold, just medium – a perfect and subtle weather indeed. Perfect for cosying inside and sleep. But I had planned to explore the outside world as much as I can from that day onwards. I think that must wait for now. As it’s said – It’s better to be late than never. So I’ll go when the weather’s all suitable for a good day trip. But for now, what will I do? Wondering thoughts mumbled inside.

So today too, it’s home day. Got to find something that won’t turn today into a total disaster.

“Yeah, why not draw some pictures”

A simple idea of mine, but it was enough to fast forward that day’s time.

Believe it or not! I was (not) a brilliant artist back in the old days and my primary drawing was none other than Pokémon. Yep, I was a huge fan of anime from long back. Even now too, I am a huge fan of anime and forever will be. Pokémon was my favourite from childhood onwards and I think I have seen almost all episodes of it, even the new ones and continue to do so. (I may be growing old in body, but still a child in the heart.) I even try to draw during watching episodes and it ends becoming the funniest version that it could possibly be, but still, I was proud to have drawn that much at least. The other sketches that I had were nature based, that I draw looking at painting books, photographs and all. As I said, I’m (not) a brilliant artist. I attempt and feel satisfaction with the result that I get eventually. It would not be the best one there is, but for me, that attempt encompasses a great impact on my happiness.

And so, I took my artistic tool (a pencil, scale and an eraser) and a few A4-sized papers. I searched the web for a few better looking, however simple drawings that I can draw for the instant. I, at last, found out one and decided to draw my first and foremost drawing that I had. It was a drawing of a flower with a sort of graffiti around it. It looked delightfully astonishing for me that time and so I took the sheet of paper and put my pencil forth and drew the curve of the petal.

“Oh! Damn”

The curve was done incorrectly. It was just a little misconception in my drawing, nothing much. Maybe it’s because I was so rusted in my artistic skills for now since I had not drawn for a long time. Eraser came to the rescue, rubbing it all away. Now once again, I drew it lightly and closely examined it. It was somewhat ok and so I continued. I continued to draw and erase as that’s what a (not so) professional artist like me would do. And I continued on it until I had completed the outline sketch full. Now it’s time to shade it and finish it. Success! There was still time to pass and so I looked for the next one. I came across a doodle art and was fascinated by it and so I took another sheet and attempted to draw it next. The tiny animals and all the cupcakes were so cute that it absolutely was irresistible to stop drawing. And eventually, the next success had occurred with the completion of that doodle art. There was still time, thus back to my old business – Pokémon. I looked for something to draw and eventually rested my search in my favourite Pokémon – Pikachu. I downloaded the image and drew looking it. It was going alright in the beginning, however, seemed to be a little disaster in the end, not so much, however still a good drawing for me. Pika Pika Pikachu…!

After that, in the evening I was getting sleepy once more that I went to bed and fell asleep. I was somewhat tired and now on, I can sleep as much as I want. I woke up at about 9 PM and went to take a bath. On coming back, I got online for a short time and messaged my friends. I was in the process of writing a chapter of a story at the time. I even made Isha stupid with the story I gave. I had edited a little part and added her part as a cameo in it for fun. I think she was angry at the time. I was laughing so hard that my stomach hurt. Every time I think about it, smiles come on my face. Now it’s time to part again and to sleep for both of us. So it’s Good Night for today.

  1. INTRODUCTION Read
  2. DAY 1 Read
  3. DAY 2 Read
  4. DAY 3 Read
  5. DAY 4 Read
  6. DAY 5 Read

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Sad for the Bird

There once lived, a beautiful green coloured bird

That had soared high through the skies one day

Seeking new destinations to see and to be heard

And finding happiness and peace along the way

 

It started its life in the nest, from just a tiny little egg

And was born into a beautiful little bird, so true

It had stayed in its nest for some time, for food to beg

Taken care of by her mother as all of us were too

 

Her mother taught her how to fly, to spread its wings

To take a leap of faith and go across the world on her own

She had begun going more distance and was full of sings,

One day, her mother told it’s time for her to go alone

 

She had set free on her own to explore the world

To know new things and what lies beyond so blazing

For her, it was totally a new experience, all unfurled

It was breathtaking and she found all of it amazing

 

The more she went, the more she knew, had began

The more she flew, the more she saw, both in and out

And at last, she went and flew forth to the land of man

A strange creature she had never seen or heard about

 

She was fascinated at first, seeing this new creature

As it was different from all the others she saw

They are walking on two legs and wear funny leathers

Everyone was different, big and small, tall and short

 

She thought to befriend them and went on forth

But she saw greed in their eyes, which made her fright

They tried to capture her, make her bound tight

As if they were the master of she, a lonely little bird

 

She tried to fly away, but unlucky was caught

Was put in a cage, an iron one, coloured and bold

She was full of scare, for she is just a tiny little bird

Who just wanted to greet and meet, but can’t

 

The man brought her to his abode, big and blocks

Where a tiny creature like the man came running around

He took the cage and shook a little to see her move

But all that did was injure her, more and more

 

The man was happy, but she was not

For all she got, were the pain and all the injuries

The man opened the cage and holds her hard

And ran his hand in mid-air, like he was making her fly

 

But she is a bird; for she knows how to fly free and strong

But the man doesn’t care and don’t wish to let her go

At last, with all the strength she had, she gave a peck in his hand

The man let her go in pain and she was free and flew on

 

She was free at last and soared up high above the skies

But she can’t, for she was brutally injured to the cause

And slow by slow; she was falling down, down to the ground

And she fell, but in front of a cat, her natural enemy

 

She saw hunger and desire in its eyes, blazing like hot flames

And so the cat came near, running towards with open mouth

She was full of fright and tried to fly, but her wings were weak

She got up somehow and ran, slow and barely until she got away

 

Is this the world that she is living in? The world of love & peace

How good it was to be with her mother, who cared and loved her

Now she lost the trust in the world she once knew, but soon forgot

All the beauty she saw, is now all turned into dust in her heart

 

She spread her wings, but can’t, for she is too weak, but wants to

She tried again and so she tried, tried again and again as she flew

She flew as slow and weak as she could, to leave this unfaithful land

A land that had given more pain, more scars, more than she could take

 

She became weak, weaker due to heavy heat falling on her

There was no clean water to even drink, not even one, she could see

All this heat had made the weak, weaker, made her throat go dry

All this was bestowed upon her by the same creature that pained her

 

She had no more energy to continue to go on, even a few more

Just then an eagle came flying and struck her hard onto the ground

Like the mighty people hitting and killing all the poor and the weak

And so, there she lay, lay still on the ground, weaker and near the end

 

Just then a girl came and saw the bird laying there still and weak

The girl felt sad and was really heartbroken to see the bird like that

So she went inside her house to take some water to give it to the bird

But there she lay still, for the bird had gone, far away beyond reach

 

The bird’s life is now over, and what pained it suffered, all it took on

It was just a small little bird, happy and bright like the blooming flowers

But now, it laid there, stone cold as ice with ants crawling on top for food

Even in her death, all that she got was pain and suffering, to end what is left

 

And so the bird went on, to a place of good, a place totally different

A place full of peace and love, cherished and shared between all

She was amazed at this place, full of love and looked down to earth

And what did she, had made her astonish, for what she saw was

 

The girl she saw, was still beside her, crying and caring for the bird

It was the first time that she had got the touch of love, for a long time

The love the girl had for the bird, had touched the bird’s, heart

Even if the bird is miles and miles away from her, from all of them

 

The bird then knew for she was wrong to judge all man as same

For some are cruel whereas most are not, for every bad, there is good

And so the bird is happy, happiest of them all, for she had forgotten

All the pain she got, with the love she got from her mother and the girl

A Forest, with no Trees

There was a tree

In the middle of the forest

It was really big and strong

But it was the only one in the forest

 

Where are the other trees?

Cause I can see none

And even if it is a forest

This is the only one

 

The tree cared for the birds

And animals that lived in

And shelters them from sun and rain

And saves the creatures within

 

There are some flowers

And also some seeds

I think this is the beginning

Of a new life’s deeds

 

I watched the leaves

Falling down one by one

Until all the leaves

Reach from this to none

 

Hey wait, there’s someone coming

Cause I can hear some noises

I wonder who that might be

I think it’s a man from his voices

 

Oh there they are and with an axe

Ready to cut the tree down in half

And all the creatures run around

The men look at each other and laugh.

 

One cut, two cut

And a few cuts more

And at last the tree

Did fell to the floor

 

I am sorry for that tree

As new life went to debris

As I said, this is a forest

Now, with no trees

Actual Beauty

Whenever people learn that the actual beauty of a person is by the person’s heart and not by the body color, only then they will learn true love.

King of the world

You’re born from someone, you were named and cared by someone, and you were taught and loved by someone.

Then why do you think yourself as the king of the whole world.

Ego and Rudeness won’t get you anywhere or anything.

Lone Wolf – Day 2

Today started rather like every other day in my life, a call from my mother asking me to wake up. It was about 8.15 AM when she called me. She woke me up and asked whether I’m going to college or not. I remembered that I actually have special class today. I got up, did my daily routine and went to college. Whatever I actually have to do, I’ll never leave a single day at college. I would even cut classes, however only after I go to college. The atmosphere of my college offers me a lot of pleasure than staying at home. Talking with friends, learning, walking around through the grounds and everything composes the beauty of the college. My college had created an enormous impact on me. Even when I have no class, I go to my college, sometimes alone. The time spent in my college gives me the opportunity to think about anything and also about anybody.

I went to college and saw my friends’ busy writing an assignment. Even I also have to write it, and so I bought my friend’s assignment and copied it fully. Not only had I, everyone else also copied it. Then our teacher came and started his class. Well, every one of you knows what happens inside a classroom. Listening, writing, boredom, sleeping, talking, making fun of others, talking about other matters, and so on. Our teacher only took the class up to afternoon. He stopped at our request and we told him that he could take the rest of the portion tomorrow.

Today was a regular day as always at college. What more regular can it get? So I had nothing else to do, I had finished up my assignment before even the class began. So I went to speak with my best friend, Isha. I like talking to her and I continually go to talk to her every time I get. She had finished up her assignment too. We were talking concerning everything. Current details, friends, and all other things. It’s very fun talking to her because she will prolong talking about things and it’s very fun listening to her. She won’t even give time for me to speak. She is sort of a human radio; I would hear to what she says, however, can’t tell her anything back. When I’m about to tell her something, she continues on along with her talking. I won’t blame her. It’s fun listening to her and that I love listening to her voice.

And then she asked the question. She asked me why I actually have gone offline all of a sudden and left all of them. I told her, I’ll tell her after a couple of days. But she wants to know. She repeatedly asked me what it is. So I had no other choice than to tell her what this is all about. I told her about the challenge, the trip and to know who all actually care for me. She said ok, and we continued with our talking. Seeing us, some of my friends teased us. It doesn’t matter because I don’t have any problem, neither does she. We just take it as a joke, nothing more. So even if most of my friends tease and make fun of us, we don’t take notice and continue with our talking. Then, we went to hear stories of my friends, their love affairs, fun time and such. After that, we all went home. At the bus stand, I met with an old friend of mine, Emma. She was on her way back to home from college. We talked for some time. It was good, meeting with old friends. It makes me feel that I am still befriended by everyone.

On my way back home, I got a call from my friend Robert, asking to upload our music video to YouTube and share the details and cover art to our Facebook page. I told him that I can’t. I told him that my parents had told me not to use the internet until my exams are over. I didn’t tell him about my challenge. But he didn’t accept that, he told me to do it somehow. I had no other choice rather than to drop my challenge and get online. I called Isha and told her of this. She made fun of me and we laughed. She was busy and said she’ll come later. I got online and talked to all my friends that I talk to every day. I searched through my profile and also talked to most people online. Then came Isha with her daily routine, asking for any writing; mainly a poem. I wasn’t able to get rid of her request, and so, I wrote her one. And so we continued our talk online. Now that I have got online apart from my wish, I have to shorten it down. I have to go offline more time and explore the wonders of nature, wherever and whenever I possibly can. I hope I get at least that done. Good night.

  1. INTRODUCTION Read
  2. DAY 1 Read
  3. DAY 2 Read
  4. DAY 3 Read
  5. DAY 4 Read
  6. DAY 5 Read

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Mother

“Everyone left me. I am all alone. Nobody cared about me.”

Then she came, hugged him and said – “Don’t cry, I’ll be here for you.”

He cried knowing that his mother still loves him.

College Days

Those days were some of the best

That I ever had and was full of blast

And I’m now thinking of the rest

Wondering how it all ends so fast?

 

It’s like it was just yesterday

That my college days had began

And met all of you, and by the way

Enjoy as much as that I ever can

 

All the time everyone of us had

Inside and outside of class, was part

Of the fun, that made us all glad

And had left a mark in our heart

 

I will surely miss all of you, I admit

And I know I will meet you soon

But how many times I think about it

I couldn’t get how this year had gone

 

Two years had gone past so fast

And I fear the other one will be too

It’s true as it is said, that time will last

Or it will fly when having fun with you

 

It was fun to meet new friends

And also filled me with heartfelt glee

Whom I like to stay with, till time ends

Cause these are the people for me

 

Now I think of all of you, and so

All the time that we ever adored

All the things we did, and also

All the places that we had explored

 

I thank god for giving me all of you

Because I think that you all truly

Are the best friends that even I too

Could ever get in my life so duly

 

I miss those beautiful days so profound

The days we strolled around the ways

Through the buildings and the ground

It was really fun, these college days

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