LONE WOLF - Day 10
Part 4
I went out and got on my scooter, looked at the church, smiled and continued on. I went through and saw many container terminals and it was packed with many containers and many being carried out by ships. I arrived at Vypin Ferry, where I waited for the next one to arrive. I sat there idle for some time. Everyone was wandering here and there since they had nothing else to do than wait. After some time, the Ferry had arrived and it was all a scramble, people running to their vehicle, many running to get their tickets, many trying to get first in line. A place so idle was lively on sight of the Ferry.
When it arrived and everyone onboard had got out, I including many others got in and waited as it took us to the other side. It was so peaceful onboard until we’ve arrived on the other side where everyone started to be in a hurry. I rode off to Mahatma Gandhi beach where I walked through the pavement basking in the glory of the sea and the cruise ships and cargo ships that sometimes goes through it. I also got inside the Nehru Park, a small park that is now seldom used, even by children and that is a sore sight to see because when I was young, I came here to see many children that used to play inside and we all would have a blast, now it is much deserted.
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LONE WOLF
Dark night, cloudy skies
With the big white moon
Higher in the sky, it shall rise
Shining forth, this dark lagoon
I walk alone, in places unknown
Lights out in these dark places
Wherever I go, I go on my own
I go on without leaving traces
I brought my guitar, a gift
I got from my friend, Paul
Skies filled with stars adrift
Cause music can heal it all
Walked around, for so long
Places with stars and sea
Started humming a song
With no one else, but me
I saw a light, in air, it hang
In darkness, it was new
And so I ran and sprang
Just as a beast would do
There I reached to the top
There I stood, watching forth
The lagoon, with nothing to stop
Even the mighty sea of the Earth
We too must reach to the top
Soaring high above all, we flew
There is no one here to stop
The things that we love to do
But it’s better to be alone
Than rely on those who care
The life you live is your own
Just like a lone wolf, we are
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LONE WOLF - Day 10
Part 2
My scooter got stuck in that mud and I found it difficult to get out. My scooter went all wobbly and sometimes got stuck in the mud and the tires just won’t go forward. I tried so hard, racing the accelerator, getting out in that mud and pushing the scooter altogether and after some time, I finally got out of the mud, but only to find a big pile right in front of me. This time, I went through the grass on the sides and was out in a minute.
I continued on the way and soon reached the ferry. I never remember this route for real, but I had no other choice for now and so I went. I climbed on to the ferry that arrived and set out. It was all crammed together with vehicles, people that were talking chattering, many telling others to give them space and all. I arrived on the other side and when I was getting out, I saw many were trying to get in and that in turn caused more problems than ever. There was a long line of vehicles waiting to get on the ferry and the road was small, so it was altogether crammed for anyone going through there.
I continued to where the map took me only to find that I’m at a place, less interesting than the one that my friends took me. There were only fewer places to enjoy, no place to walk, only to stand by the edge and glory in the views of waters and nearby boats. I was a little sad that my starting turned out to be less interesting and so I returned back to where I started, this time I knew the direction and went on forth to where I started – the place near the bridge.
I got on the National Highway and set out to Vallarpadam. The ride gave me back my happiness and all the disheartening feeling was left behind. The journey was superb because there was less traffic than usual so that my ride was smooth as ever. It was only disrupted once or twice at signals.
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LONE WOLF - DAY 10
Part 1
Another day arose, and so did my hopes for another ride. All day, I was occupied with the hustle of morning chores and getting ready. Getting ready for a trip was a wonderful and hectic thing to do. Making sure that the scooter is ok, calculating the best route for the journey so that I can see most places on the way as well as with limited cost, making sure that I have enough money so that I won’t get stranded in between and so on. It was all a fun-to-do thing in the morning. I made sure I got everything and started the scooter.
“Please be careful, son.”
“Yes mom”
I’ve decided to go to Fort Kochi and around those regions for today and with a wave of cheer; I set out, to my new journey. My new wonders to encounter.
I first decided to go to Vallarpadam Church and looked on the map to get a sense of the directions that I have to take. On viewing the route to Vallarpadam, I found that I touch a place called Kadamakkudy. This was a place which fascinated me once with its beautiful island and small routes in between waters where a lot of fishermen can be found fishing and many people come to spend some time to see an auspicious sunset.
My friends were the ones who took me to that place before and this was the first time that I’ve set out to go there all by myself. So my only option was Google Map to get a sense of which way I should go and after that, I continued on with the journey. I went through the National Highway and that was a smooth ride. I was altogether enjoying the ride if it wasn’t for the reason that I had to look whether I’m going the right way every single turn. I continued on with the journey until I crossed a bridge and went a few meters and looked at the map only to find that I’ve gone a few meters forward, so I had no other option rather than to take a U-turn and come back to where I should’ve gone. The path was through under the bridge and I went forth again to find that I’ve lost the way again and found near the end of the surface and off to the muddy edge.
“Oh god”
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Push Play, Stop Rewind
Close your eyes,
I’ve been waiting for your thoughts, to come alive
See my mind,
I’ve been dreaming about you, through every time
Feel my heart,
I know, you can hear it beating, with you inside
Come alive,
Just smile at the world, for you are mine
I’ll be looking out for you,
Wishing each moment to be right here with you
We’ll be free from everything,
Because we don’t know where we’re going
Let’s go back to the time in our lives
Where our end will turn to our beginning
And our love once more rehearsed
So that our pain will turn to cure
And our hatred will be turned to love
Turn to love
I need to push play, and then stop rewind
So I can get back, what I lost once
Push play, and then stop rewind
So I can be with you, one more time
You light up my world, more than anyone I know
Your sound is like a melody to my ears and heart
The feelings I have for you, no words unbounded
Just looking back through, those magical times
So let’s push play, and then stop rewind
And let the story begin once again
It only feels like it was just yesterday
Cause every time with you, is like a celebration
One mind, One soul, One heart is all we need
This is the moment, I’ve been waiting for
Anywhere, Anytime, Anyplace
I would do anything you say
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
I would come everywhere with you
Your voice is stuck deep in my head
And your words are buried deep in my heart
Your face is never going to get faded
You are the one, that’s was changing me
Where are you now?
Was it all just a dream?
All the times we spend together
Was it all a part of my imagination?
Remember me in your dreams
Cause I can hear your whispers in my sleep
Even if we are miles far apart
Our memory will always be a song in my heart
In my heart
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HAPPY, BUT LONELY
Everybody in this wonderful world
Walks around with a happy face
There are so many smiles unfurled
That brightens and is full of grace
Every man is born with happy sound
So that he can cherish it with joy
Laughing and singing all around
And cherishing it and also enjoy
But is this world a happy place
That every one of us thinks it is
Without any problem that to face
And live as happy as it’s truly is
No, it’s not true, we are not happy
Where there is joy there is, thus
Bound to be sorrow and unhappy
That is following right behind us
Even I am happy as I can be really
Not always, just sometimes, and ask
When I am, I laugh and smile freely
When I’m not, I wear a smiling mask
It’s not because that I can’t cry
But because I can’t even bear
To see my loved ones cry
Seeing my pain that reappear
Even a happy one is really lonely
And a lonely one is truly happy, thus
Cause happiness can come only
When there is light inside each of us
See people with heart, not with eyes
Cause eyes can’t see and believe
Cause it has a veil in front of it lies
But not our heart for it can perceive
Try to understand people for a while
Whether they are happy or not
Cause a person can give a fake smile
But our heart, it truly cannot
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CHILDHOOD MEMORIES
Do you remember, at that very time
You were born into this world’s doorstep
Your parents saw joy and the time
That you even took your own first step
Some memories may have disappeared
But some still resides in our heart
Cause these memories have always steered
To the colourful part of our life’s art
You might still remember, the pool
Of refined memories of our past
Such as the first time to school
And enjoy until the day had last
You might even still remember
The first words you have learned
Or even the changing weather
That you have first ever concerned
You might still be wondering
How all that time had gone, so fast
And now you must be pondering
How you reached so far from the past
These memories keep you happy, I swear
It’s the cherished part of your very soul
It’s what defines what person you are
These memories are our treasure, as whole
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